Marissa Ayers shares her state of mind in a new #GRWM ahead of a frat wedding.

Ayers explains that the event started 12 minutes ago, but she’s struggling with motivation and has been in a “funk” for the past two months.

She goes on to say that she almost certainly has ADHD, although she’s undiagnosed, and it’s making things that much harder for her to get back in the game.

Ayers wants followers to know that “it’s okay” if you’re not always at your best and most productive self; no one can manage to do that.

But, she says, “I’m making my comeback. Because I’m sick and tired of feeling disappointed in myself.” She adds, “I just want to be better.”