Ketamine is a drug often associated with the party scene, but it has been focused for medicinal use in recent years in treating anxiety and depression.

Fashion influencer @rachelkaejenkins3.0 shared her experienced getting ready for a ketamine infusion, explaining that she’s undergoing the treatments to help her cope with anxiety, depression and panic attacks.

When people receive ketamine therapy, they usually go to a clinic and receive a short infusion via IV, which supposedly helps brain chemicals reset after a series of treatments.

Jenkins explains that she’s nervous because her last treatment triggered a panic attack during the infusion, but she won’t be canceling because of the $100 associated with a last-minute cancellation.

Ketamine has been widely praised for helping treatment-resistant mental health challenges, and for its relative accessibility since it only requires a series of treatments rather than ongoing long-term medication or therapy.